http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/ ...the mELody oF my soUL... Wed, 01 Feb 2006 04:50:02 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Music Writing Gay and lesbian lifestyles http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/122.html Wed, 01 Feb 2006 09:48:50 GMT :currently: back in the city, up late [as usual] :listenin to: "..i want to be none less than wifey. you half-ass at the rest, but you watch your step with me ..." [caught up ~ teedra.moses] :feelin like: i want to rewind time back to that moment where she let her guard down and finally 'saw what my lips feel like..' it was strangely unfamiliar territory but for some reason i didn't run away. maybe if it feels different it will BE different. :thinkin about: ♥ the inspiration to my lyrics ♥ maybe you & i can just be friends that understand each other. even if we... (more) http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=122 http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/121.html Sat, 03 Dec 2005 10:32:52 GMT :currently: @ my desk & slowly getting back into blog-mode :listening 2: 'that's the way love goes' by norman brown :feeling like: i'm livin' SUCH a charmed life.. [thank u God] :thinkin about: how much administrative shit i have to do before the year is over.. [ugh!!!] i'm almost 30! [the new '20'..LoL] :wishin: that this world wasn't full of crazy [psycho] people that do not love themselves so much, that they insist [directly or indirectly] on making other people's lives miserable :reflecting on: the endless possibilities that are in .LovE. the constant learning and... (more) http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=121 http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/120.html Sat, 26 Nov 2005 05:20:34 GMT hi everybody... i'm coming back very soon and i have a LOT to catch up on [with my DAMN self] hope everybody had a wonderful thanksgiving holiday.. i sure did. lots and lots of r.E.fLection.... u already know. this is just a quick entry because i just HAD to share this with my fellow EDUCATED and God-fearing brothers and sisters... all i have to say is hold on to your stomach and your jaw because this is a big SHAME on those that call themselves 'men of God'... this is a three minute piece from Rev. Willie Wilson's sermon to his congregation at Union Temple Baptist... (more) http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=120 http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/119.html Wed, 12 Oct 2005 19:37:00 GMT /currentLy on rEpEat in my spEakErs/ 'ovEr mE' by- yours truly /rAndOm.bLurbs/ !! i mean u MUST- since you quote me any chance you get and you model everything in your life according to mine. why-o-why??? i mean i DO live to inspire but make sure you don't get lost in the inspiration- and lose yourSELF in the process. all that will lead to is a 'deficit' later on- when you're tryna 'balance your checkbook'. i mean honestly? i AM a healthy compilation of all the people in my past [and present] that have been influential to my growth... butterrrruummmm... i ain't consolidate myself... (more) http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=119 http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/118.html Sun, 09 Oct 2005 05:18:14 GMT found this little chart thingie somewhere out there in cyber world and thought that it was rather interesting. now i'm not gonna sit here and try to break it down 'barney-style' for anyone. but look at it CAREFULLY. at the different elements involved in love as a whole. i LOVE the fact that it illustrates that there are -indEEd- many different TYPES of love. just cuz somebody 'loves' you, doesn't necessarily mean that they are loving you CORRECTLY, the way YOU need them to love you. and then, it is also therefore safe to assume that just cuz YOU love somebody, doesn't HAVE to mean that... (more) http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=118 http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/117.html Sat, 08 Oct 2005 04:05:19 GMT //.music- my tRu life.// yes indeed this is how i'm feeling right about now. not to mention how i'm LOOKING hunee... just had my first photoshoot for my upcoming brand NEW website. those that know me know that the damn thing been looking the same for like TWO years now. well- my fiery inspiration for my music is BACK and in full effect honey. it's amazing how you can't force inspiration... it just is or it ISNT. me and tawnster did our thing and we are well on our way to getting things poppin' OFF! it feels good to allow my creativity to flow once again like it did so beautifully... (more) http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=117 http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/116.html Tue, 04 Oct 2005 00:45:46 GMT she called me 'evil ass BITCH' wellllllll............. shit. http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=116 http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/106.html Sun, 02 Oct 2005 06:12:41 GMT missed me? sure you did. just have to make a few points to my girl before we get nasty today. you are NOT responsible for another adult's happiness. you owe NObody misery in exchange for guilt. it's not your fukking job to make sure everybody's feelings are not hurt. life sucks sometimes [AND????] weak people slow us ALL down. you can't stand weak peple. insecure people will NEVER like you so stop being so by it everytime it 'happens'. regardless of how many tears you shed- ever notice that there is NO change accomplished to your benefit?? fukk rerun tears. stop feeling sorry for... (more) http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=106 http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/115.html Tue, 27 Sep 2005 06:16:35 GMT -soUL stAtUs- yes honey i had to bring it back front and center. been hiding for a while. was very confused about the shit that is going on around me. why? what? HOW??? how in the HELL is it my fukkin fault that you are unhappy??? it's NOT. never was either. imma be calm though. imma be calm thru it all. thru the false accusations. thru the bullshit. thru the gawt-dayum lies. u don't gotta lie to kick it bOO. so do me a favor and fukkin DONT. OK? i'm calm tho. for real i am. i have enough on my side to keep me grounded. lucky for me i have juuuuust the right amount of good shit to... (more) http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=115 http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/archive/114.html Tue, 27 Sep 2005 00:12:50 GMT before i hafta use whatever that is in 'my' hand right now... http://soulmelody.blogdrive.com/comments?id=114